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I've been having the strangest dreams...It's like my past has decided to be my future again...

Have you ever threaded a movie into a projector? It's like the world is in rewind! or rather...
it rewound and then stopped...and now I'm living the rewound part all over again...

Sometimes it just feels too hard to deal with. Any normal person would just walk away from it, go on with their life...but of course, I can't. There's nowhere to go, just here, or there.

I've noticed most of you use the network as a sort of a toy to keep yourselves sane and I'll tell you- there's some weird stuff out there.


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Sometimes I honestly miss Korea. I didn't think I ever would, but if Maine's not possible, and I had to go anywhere, I'd go there. It's better than Chet Thahn Pho, certainly, and a lot better than Silent Hill. Less... weird.

I know, I know. I've moved on, I've had some awesome closure, I've even stepped forward into the rest of my life and yet I can't help but miss certain things.
I miss old friends. I miss being ok with not knowing what I was going to do with my future.

This is a moment for procrastination. Work has fully consumed me for the past two weeks. Don't worry, I've got a few promising results I just...

I need to rest. And hope when I close my eyes I don't just wake up there again.

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ruesravenblood
Feb. 28th, 2008 02:21 am (UTC)
It os odd. I miss people to, People I thought I would never miss. I miss so many. Gut here is home now. I have to except it. I died and I am here.

Sad really, maybe if I was good then, I would be some where better.
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